It’s a strange time to be an actor, particularly a young actor on the cusp of major international stardom. Just ask 25-year-old Dane Clara Rugaard, who, following a slew of buzzy projects, found herself with more than a little extra time on her hands. So she took this unusual moment of calm as a rare opportunity to reflect. Here, exclusively for Vogue Scandinavia, Rugaard pens an intimate essay that unravels the challenges of her beloved profession and the unexpected beauty of the unknown